Katak's happy family ;)

Yesterday dinner was AWESOME!!!. we eat at API restaurant near Kopitiam. I think it is located a few shop after The Kopitiam shop near Taylor's Business School. Dont care lah.. The important thing was the happy dinner(10 p.m woo!) that i had at Taylor..wah!!.. Katak's family is so fun!!..I love them so much!

Katak??.. katak?? what is katak?.."kwak, kwak,kwak"... so nice. we ate "ayam penyek"..waaa!!.. so sedap!!.. but I ate ayam..so i suffered.. but i dont mind.. b'coz it was so delicious...Nyum nyum
they were all in my x-math class 172, debbie, bobo, JY, and the other waa forget her name already coz i call her katak's clon...
So nice.. because.. they are all funny... we always make noice at Mr Thaya's class..
"kwak..kwak..kwak" i am the original katak, debbie is the president of the kataks and JY is the copy katak..waa!!!......so CoOl..... right..




we were having so much fun!!!!!!!!......"kwak,kwak," so funny...
love mr thaya.. love them!!!
i love my katak's member!! Katak is the best.... Oh GOD! :)

sigh...

i felt tired these days.. i dont know why.. ..
i felt sick and depress.. sucks.. everything sucks.. i hate everyone..
i hate and hate..and hate.. but eventually what will i get.. nothing.. just a hatred feelings towards others... and it really make me feels tired...

but...
the problems are not on them but on me.. maybe i change a lot.. spoiled brat...
hurm..i hate miss toefl. she always scold us.. i know she is a nice person as an individual, but her action really annoyed me..what is wrong with us? i dont know..i dont understand her...

i really hope i can meet my brother as soon as possible.... he always advice me. and i miss him so much..i miss lina, i miss roza.. i miss nad... i miss them all.. i really could not take it anymore.. it is like i want to cry and cry and cry.. all my life..

yesterday, suddenly i realised ive change.. ive change to someone who do not care about syara'..whatever it is suppose to call.. damn!!.. how on earth can i said couple is sweet. no way... no no no.. it is a wrong deeds although how sweet it is look.. haha.. then compared.. which one is the sweetest couple ever.. kaber + his girlfriend, paan+fiza, syu +izuan.. and the answer is kaber.. yay..congratulation kaber... i dont care about them"suka hatimulah nak wat pa" who cares.. haha.. then about azhar and atie. farouk suka ikin.. wow.. huhu ikin u rock!. oh god.. huhu.. no comment.. pikir sendiri..
whatever..whatever..whatever.. waaaaaaaaa... i miss tikah.. badar.. i miss haq, i miss ibam.. i miss the way they talk about islam.. and what they believe, i miss abang helmi, and abang zaim the most!!..along u r the best!! i wish i stay in jasin forever with all my friends.. i miss when the time where we practice what should..
i do not neglect my prayer, i study well, i have alll the enthusiasm,.. but now.. it all gone..BOOM my spirit down.. i talk nonsense, something that not important at all, what had happen to me?? i hate Taylor's, i hate people in Taylor's i hate everyone there..!! (the truth is.... i LOVE them all eventually..it is just i felt stress right now, because of unknown reason )

whatever..whatever..whatever.. maybe i should not blame them for what had happen to me.. it is actually depend on you and what you did.. what you did now, will create you as a person tomorrow.. lina.. help me please.....n my sickness really make me feel dizzy..

p/s i hate.. everyone....i love everyone..

oo shit. o shitt.. serius ..haha i found a good article..at i luv islam..written by kasih sayang..which make me.feel.. more terrible.... haha

Produk Terlaris Syarikat Gejala Sosial Berhad

Setelah lama bertangguh untuk menulis berkenaan satu produk yang popular daripada Syarikat Gejala Sosial Berhad (SGSB). Dek kerana berasa rendah diri dan bimbang dugaan yang lebih mencabar akan menduga iman senipis kulit bawang ini apabila mengulas tentang produk terlaku ini, saya akhirnya membuat keputusan untuk menarikan jari di atas papan kekunci laptop kesayangan, Syed Qutb. Saya memberanikan diri membuat artikel ini berikutan sahabat saya yang mengadu berasa kurang selesa dengan promoter dan jurujual daripada syarikat ini yang galak mempromosikan produk penuh berduri mereka.

"Produk yang saya maksudkan ialah budaya couple yang menjadi makin serius pada hari ini. Penyakit ini bukan hanya mengenai remaja yang berpeleseran sana-sini dan tidak terdedah kepada tarbiyyah, malah berjangkit kepada mereka yang berada dalam gerakan dakwah dan merupakan aktivis dalam persatuan-persatuan Islam. Entah mengapa, virus ini cukup bersungguh menyerang para pendakwah terutamanya yang masih bergelar remaja."

u know what. i feel this pharagraph is awesome!!.. truth2x indeed masalah gile!!!.. what is happening to us? what is happening to me? damn! what will happen to islam..this is what i learn after hearing a speech from orang arab pasal isk.. but in english version.. "islam akan naek.. depand on.. what the younger generation is thingking..so.. huhu..pikirla sendiri

Promoter dan jurujual daripada SGSB ini amat menitik beratkan penampilan dalam menemui pelbagai jenis sasaran pengguna. Apabila berhadapan dengan golongan yang mengikuti tarbiyyah dan menyampaikan tarbiyyah, produk mereka dihiasi dengan riben-riben Islam. Ada beberapa panduan tambahan yang dikenakan seperti menyulami sms yang lebih islamik. Begitu juga sewaktu menggunakan alat-alat canggih yang wujud pada zaman hadhari ini. Bagi mereka yang tertipu, mereka menerima dengan mudah. Namun bagi mereka yang lebih berhati-hati, mereka akan meneliti dan kekadang datang juga perasaan ingin mencuba, akan tetapi cepat-cepat dibuang perasaan tersebut. Sebenarnya, sudah terlalu banyak mereka yang cakna tentang hal ini, mengulas dan memberi nasihat supaya menjauhi budaya songsang ini. Seperti Ustaz Maszlee Malik dengan artikel popularnya, “Cinta ana enti”, begitu juga daripada pelbagai lapisan. Ada yang menampilkan pendapat dan bahasa yang keras dan tidak kurang juga yang menulis dengan lembut dan bersahaja namun masih bertegas dalam menangani masalah ini. Bahaya gejala ini akan lebih kelihatan jika disertai oleh para du’at dan aktivis jemaah di pelbagai peringkat sama ada sekolah, kampus mahupun badan-badan bukan kerajaan (NGO) yang berorientasikan Islam. Masakan tidak, keharamannya langsung tidak diperasan jika tidak diteliti dengan sebaiknya kerana mereka

"tidak berpegang tangan,berdating malah tidak bercakap melalui telefon. Hanya dengan menggunakan hujung jari untuk menekan butang-butang di telefon bimbit, laptop dan alat-alat canggih yang lain." aku ade x ..? haha ..ade2x.. ey2x nanie.. bila nak insaf ek.. gatal la!! ish2x.. haha

Nilai islamik yang dimasukkan juga sudah cukup untuk menipu seseorang itu. Kekadang, kita tidak dapat mengesan keharamannya melalui mata kasar kita kerana terlindung di sebalik kemuliaan Islam. Namun,

pada hakikatnya jiwa manusia yang beriman tetap tidak akan tenang dan menjadi gelisah apabila melakukan kesalahan kepada Allah. Oleh sebab itu, nabi saw ada berpesan supaya bertanya kepada hati sendiri sebelum melakukan sesuatu. Apakah yang dimaksudkan supaya bertanya kepada hati sendiri? Maksudnya ialah kita berfikir sejenak, sekurang-kurangnya bertanya, “apakah betul apa yang aku lakukan ini?” Nescaya kita akan mendapati hati kita akan memberi keputusannya. waa.. betul2x.. this is what i feel right now.. feel like i have done wrong.. feel that i have already astray from the right path..

Jika apa yang dilakukan itu bercanggah dengan keputusan Allah SWT, maka hati kita akan menjadi gelisah dan serba salah. Akan tetapi, kebanyakan manusia menipu dirinya sendiri apabila dia cuba memujuk hatinya bahawa apa yang dilakukan itu menurut syariat dan tak dilarang Sang Pencipta. Akibatnya, hati terseksa dan ‘pasrah dalam terpaksa’. Begitulah yang dialami oleh mereka yang bergelumang dalam maksiat yang payah untuk disedari ini. Lebih-lebih lagi mereka yang sudah terdedah dengan tarbiyyah dan sebati dengan kenyataan bahawa budaya couple merupakan satu fitnah yang amat mencabar. Hati mereka langsung tidak merestui tindak-tanduk yang berlawanan dengan syariat itu. Pada suatu petang, kira-kira pukul 3 petang, tiga orang rakan saya menziarahi bilik saya di asrama dan mengajak berbincang persoalan couple. Soalan-soalan yang ditimbulkan agak advance dan seakan-akan merestui bahawa tidak menjadi untuk kita bercinta, asalkan mengikut syariat. Tetapi, Alhamdulillah saya mampu menjawab setiap persoalan dengan baik. Segala puji bagi Allah. Peristiwa itu menyebabkan timbul persoalan baru di benak fikiran saya, “adakah aku seperti yang aku bagi tazkirah sebentar tadi?” Bimbang, kelekaan diri selama ini menyebabkan saya mengambil ringan akan budaya songsang tersebut. Tiba-tiba sahaja sepotong ayat al Quran datang menziarahi jiwa ini, membelai dengan satu arahan dari langit, “Patutkah kamu menyuruh manusia supaya berbuat kebaikan sedang kamu lupa akan diri kamu sendiri; padahal kamu semua membaca Kitab Allah, tidakkah kamu berakal?” (al Baqarah: 44)

“Ya Allah, selamatkanlah diriku dari fitnah yang mencabar ini…” sorry ya allah.. :)

soldier boy

yay!! dah siap

nad, fackie n aku

huhu.. actually cite nie dah lama... last 3 month kowt.. haha.. but then just nak recall balik.. coz cam seronok.. (trip to jasin)...

letak gamba dulu.... nak introduce.. miss nad and miss fackie.

huhu.. tu ar mereka... haha.. sowang belaja kat france, sowang agi belaja kat egypt.. haha.. haa.. pak cik kat tengah tue memang rapat ngan kitowang.. dulu kalo cam ade kem.. mesti die akan selamatkan kitowang.. haha biasala.. tp pak cik nie sangat2x la baek...

actually trip nie coz counselar yg jemput kitowang.. best student la katakan.. haha.. but seriusly..coOl gile!! haha sebab cam fun..dah lama dah x naek bus semua pie balik jasin.. but tetibe time tue bole lak semangat naek bus..

semangat2x..

time tue gak... pejol ngan dak kmb ade datang gak..senior pun ade gak!!.. haha so cam meriah ar gak.. tp yg paling seronok.. kitowang..dapat tido kat sick bay VIP.. haha... seronok seiyh..rasa cam orang yg hebat lak..

when we reach there.. seriusly dah dark.. midnight.. and juniors ade buat sales..so what we all do.."pow" la junior nye food.. huhu.. but we paylaa..

actually our plan was we want to eat at stall outside the school.. coz that stall brings back memory to us on how we all gathered meet ustad razali coz we want to eat there..biasa la..time tue desire to eat is like so high.. haha...and we want to have some freedom.. unfortunetly that stall tutup lak..waaaa huhu so we just ate what the junior's gave

me with nad.x leyh lawan la nad nye ayu!! cis2x.haha kak tang!! kak tang sape ek? roza or nad?

haa.. me with fackie.. wahaha... fackieeeeee!!!!

.

nie lah surau where........ aku n lina..selalu tido kat belakang..haha..roza ade x? ajue? hurm x sure.. tp zaira selalu ar tido ngan aku sekali..well mencari hidayah ... hurm seriusly sleep at surau is the most satisfied sleep that i ever had..so haha.. try ar..love the surau really much!!

this watch is really cheap..$10 haha cute right.but dah rosak dah pun..beli time jmpa aqil botak...


haha.. take pic kat surau.. nielah cermin yg aku selalu berabut ngan ami, fackie, afie, nad, lina, ..adex gaduh ngan roza.. cam xde je..sebab..aku rendah maka aku selalu selinap bawah diowang haha... saje nak kaco.. nad ar!! dulu...suka betulkan tudung..tudung paling kemas ever... haha

in a nutshell.. i miss my school so much.. much much.... huhu.. huhu

silat lagenda

Tajuk: CeriteraPenyanyi/Artis: Zainal Abidin

Kurun lalu ada ceritera Kisah lima pendekar muda Taat menuntut kehendak raja Mereka jadi legendaBahan ceritera muda remajaSatu lagenda yang tak dilupa
Berakhirnya kisah lamaHilang senjata di dunianyaTimbulnya pula di zaman kita
Senjata di simpan di dalam petiDitemani guru yang diseganiSelamat hingga ditemui
Lima pendekar di zaman iniMencari dan juga mempercayaiSenjata perlu dikuasaiDi zaman yang maju teknologiKuasa lama mula teruji
Ooh oh Tuah yang mengetuainyaOoh oh Jebat akur dan menurutOoh oh Kasturi, Lekir, Lekiu berjanjiMembantu bila ditandingi
Ini kisah lama orang dagang di MelakaAnak muda diwariskan keris sakti oh pendekar

kenny rogers.

dengan acap.. hehe.... banyakkan pinggan.. muwahaha

yay!! so happy my mom "belanja" kenny rogers..
it has been a while since i ate chicken..
"chick. chick.. chicik.. coooku..cookue.." urm sedap hingga menjilat jari...
wahahaa.. sedapnye ayam!!!.. dah lama x makan.. hua hua hua...
and cheesy spegeti.. yummy2x.. yum yum..
but my mom said.. " this will be ur last tim.. after this no more chicken.."...waaaaaaa so sad!!
i cannot eat chicken. cannot eat kicap (my favourite!!!!), cannot eat banana, cannot eat kerepok lekor hurm what else.. cannot eat ikan tenggiri, crab, udang.. waaaaa no cencalok!!!! waaaaaa!!!!
i dont know.. how i want to tahan from eating all these veriety of food...


doc said "u better eat vegetables and fruits"....euuuuwwwwww... x sedap langsung!!
hate that greeny things.. rasa pahit..uwek.. no way i want to eat those..
no no no. dont mind.. i rather continue being sick rather than eat those healthy greeny thing.. at least i can die faster no need to care about the world..
haha

btw .. the medicine that that doc gave meeeee.. really make me want to sleep early.. hahah.. ive become a sleeping monster!! ..zzzZzZZzzZ............

NO NO fruits, no vegetebles, no chicken, no no everything... than dieeeeeee laaaaa

tribute ..

hurm..tribute.. to ustad salam and kak shida..

until now.. i felt guilty... to ustad salam and kak shida ..

i felt .. sorry coz i just step out from usrah without explained to them why i did that kind of decison..

last friday azie told me. "azie..jealous ngan nanie..ustad salam x ingat owang yg ade.. tp ingat owang yg xde" waaa.. hurm.. i know it has been a long time since i went for jaulah..or other activities.. hurm but i just felt i cant..

i felt.... i am pretending to be good in front of them.. yes i cant denied i have the knowledge.. but i do not practiced it well, which make me felt unsatisfied with what i have done.. i know that it is my duty as a muslim to practice what i know...but its hard..

once a week (usrah)/ for mantapkan diri sendiri

once a week (usrah)/ for junior

once a month (khatibah) weekend / for reminder/ qiamullail

once every three or two month (jaulah)/ jalan2x

hurm.. how i want to explain... it is like i am pretending when i sit down and hear the speech from ustaz firdaus, ustazah from indonesia, senior...haih.ape aku mengarut nie... haha ...

thats not the main point.. the main point.. i felt sick to see myself talking nicely to people which is tawadu', wara', alim' or whatever suitable terms that suits them as good person... i felt that i want to vomit.. haha

it is not . i dont like them. i do like.. infact i love them. but it is just not me..

i love to talk nonsense things like " hey chilla, coOl, hot, awesome, whatever, shut, huh..shit" but with them i can't..they are a good girls u see ..huhu..

hug hug then said good things about each other.. wah.. i dont like that part the most..

but hey.. i think i like azie's style the most... i dont know.. but i like her.. it is just her.. i can feel that she is not pretending when she talks to me.. she is who she is..

qoute :
" nanie..seminggu kita tak terima pengisian, hati kita akan jadi lebih gelap, bila hati kita gelap, kita susah nak nangis and kita tak sedar kita dah jauh dari Allah and kita dah wat silap"

"hurm.. selemah-lemah ukhwah ialah kita menghormati sahabat kita and sekuat-kuat ukhwah kita sanggup berkorban ape sahaja untuk sahabat kita"

see.. hurm i like the way she talks to me..azie seriusly thanks.. love u so much :)

ok enough about azie..huhu.. hurm usrah do make me realised.. that.. we cannot do this we cannot do that.. islam is agama yg syumul, cantik, setiap perkara membawa kita kejalan yg benar.. tp what i realised people who joined usrah are not like that.. they are a bit different..

i know.. nobody is perfect.. even i am not perfect either.. maybe when i write this post, there are somebody else says bad about me.. huhu.. but what i want to explain is they do not do what they know and what they say, they only say good things during the usrah.. but then.. after that "boom it all gone" it is like they never get "the knowledge" during the usrah.. it is like u attend the usrah because u are force too. not because u felt u wanted too (there is no sincerity in ur heart).. i know sometime we must push ourself.. but hurm. i dont know..

there are also people went for usrah because they wanted to show that "hey, i go to usrah..wah aku baik/riak/baget baek".. suck them! that is freaking...*tut*..and some of them wanted to go to usrah because people that they "like" go to usrah as well so they want to show that they are in usrah as well. haha stupid!

haih.................................. hesitating

it is not that i dont like usrah..... but.... i dont like people in the usrah.. make me.. dont want to joint the usrah

" hey ape kes... dah tau menda tue slah.. wat gak... pakai baju ketat haha..nasib ko lah, attractive tue body shape lawala katakan.. haha "

sometime topic mesti sama.. pasal couple, camne nak jaga hati. haha

hello............... dah tau tp tanya gak lagikan.. belasah kang!!

we need something that can bring umat islam to victory!!!!!!! dont u see that??

i hate people that poyo baek!!..please2x.. can u be urself.. express urself.. but.. limit it.. jangan over express.. u r human.. u should know.....what is good and what is bad..

sorry again ustad salam, kak shida.. hurm but i promise myself i will never ever ever ever stop searching about islam, i love islam so much which make me strong to continue to develop my knowledge about it!. insyAllah..

Tribute to ustad salam and kak shida!..syurga itu manis..untuk pejuang seperti kamu..

mishari Rashed Alafasy

i dont know why i feel weird these days.. maybe because i hardly read the Quran....

hurm when i heard falasy's recitation.. i felt calm..My junior, Amirul introduce falasy..amirul said that he love to hear him when he recite..i guess not only amirul love falasy as i felt the same way too.. one thing about falasy is he is not ahli sunnah wal jamaah.. huhu..and he owned his own tv station.coOl right.. hurm may allah bless him

p/s his full name is mishari Rashed Alafasy

movie....

spirited away.....
i love this movie so much.. chihiro..
she is like my reflection..




the legend of mulan...
she is so sweet....
want to be like her thou..cool n awesome



hurm.. i love this two movies (^_^).. it inspired me and make me feels like someone who have confidence toward their life.. huhu and i truly admired their spirit..
i feel strong when i watch it even if i watch a thousand times

and Other movie... kungfu panda.. i just watch it recently...

Quote : "yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery and today is miracle"
(shifu turtle)
Cool (^_^)

legs hurt

sunday morning.. bla bla bla....

aaa!! it hurts!!
my leg, it hurts me so much and i can hardly walk.. waaaa so sad :(
the reason why my leg hurts is because I was chasing ishmah.. and tadaaaa i fall down like nangka busuk..huhu... the important point is.. dont be so gatal.. because eventually..i chase her because i want to read pidut(firdaus muslim)'s text massage. haha.. and the consequences was my leg bleed..AaA!!

pidut+ishmah+pidut+ishmah+pidut+ishmah+pidut+ishmah+pidut+ishmah (^_^) my best fwen.

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i found that this topic is interesting.. hurm few days ago, shamel has send me a text massage..it sound like this.

"pabila murid lelaki and murid perempuan tidak duduk bersama, sesungguhnya mereka adalah tidak matured-riwayat makcik toefl"

it is funny..coz suddenly he send me this mssg.. haha.. hurm.so yeah.. ive thought about it a thousand time coz I was confused.. i still remember what miss zalina(mak cik toefl)- sorry miss said

"how many of u come from mrsm's schools?.. please raise ur hand.. haaa. see so many of u come from mrsm.. now i know why boys and girls are not sitting together and during the group project boys with boys and girls with girls.. dulu kat mrsm ade putera and puteri right..ikhwat and akhwat tue yg u guys nye thingking still cam dulu.. come on we are not in school we are in university"

wahhhhhh..

hahaha.... funny right??.. now i'am really confused.. what is the truth and what is not. actually can we sit with the boys? no right! i'am sure that we cant. reason? i dont know..i just felt we cant. maybe because "janganla kamu mendekati zina" or "the way boys think is not the same as the way girls think, so stick with ur gender" .. or u cant because.. of so many other reason.. hey hey.. but serius.. if boys and girls sit together.. and nobody around them , they will eventually feel something.. huhu it is hard to explain but just remember "bila lelaki dan pempuan yg xde ikatan duduk berdua-duaan tanpa ada ikatan..orang yg ketiga ade disitu adalah syaitan" so it is better to prevent it...before anythings bad happens...wahahaha.. i dont want to think bad here..
:P hahaha terlebih excited pulak

My coursemate

wah.. hurm huhu.. .. actually it is quite funny.. as my first post for this blog.. is about my coursemate..

how should i start.. hurm.. ok.. i think it is better to introduce them first....

back from left to right : mai (rumaidhak), syu (syuhada), me (nanie cool), nawa (siti nawar), sarah, dayla (dalila), ida, erza, nurul (nurul ain)

second row from left to right : paan baek (farhan), ganu/kimi (hakimi), fuzz(mahfuzz), firdaus

front from left to right : shamel, acap and afiq

woke2x.. people that are not around are fiza, nadia and kaber/paan gothic/paan jahat (farhan)

not to forget bakau(khairi) :)

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i kinna miss them now (^_^), they are all great friends of mine...!!!! i really can't erase all the memory that i had with them.. kawaii!! "friends forever"

my favourite song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRMnf2eOcAU

secara jujur.. lagu nie best!!!! this song sound so sweet.. (^_^)